| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 |
| 6:54 pm |
Hey
i havent updated forever so i thought id say hey to everyone.....so hey everyone <3 RIZZA JIZZA |
| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004 |
| 8:50 pm |
Hasnt hit me yet ...........
Well i just want to let everyone know how much i miss them and how much i will miss those who are embarking on their quest toward the future. It seems like nothing inside me has been damaged yet but deep inside im getting tore apart and im still unconcious....... But now that i am beginning to be cognizant of the fact that EVERYONE of my close friends are leaving.........i have no clue what to do with myself. Ive never been the one to be left behind ive always been the person "doing the leaving" and growing onto the next place where i seem to always find the loving caring friends that everyone needs.........(MN, TX, & GA FRIENDS)........But for now ill make the best of it and hold dear every last moment spent being with each and everyone of you..................................... .SOOOOOOO LETTSSSSSS PARTY BIATCHSSSSSSS <3 always and forever -REN- what do u say????????? Current Mood:  gloomy |
| Wednesday, April 21st, 2004 |
| 6:55 pm |
well we were drunk in our hotel room in myrtle beach for spring break then we see 2 chicks, yell for them to come up to 505, so they come 10 min later and i couldnt remember calling them, but i let them in anyway then they started kissing one of my other friends. then i was the only one left so they started kissing me. they flashed us. i went to sleep. woke up to a loud knock and looked into the peek hole and saw 2 ass ugly girls at the door. i let them in and told them they had to leave cause we had to get ready. then my friend pat threw a ball at her and there it was. the ugliest thing ive ever seen in my life. and then she held a beer bong for mike and he almost choked cause he saw her hand. the end. |
| Tuesday, April 20th, 2004 |
| 9:36 pm |
new song im attempting to finish
Here we go again here we go again Stuck in this undertow Stuck in this undertow And this cold fire isnt helping anymore But Maybe These tears that ive collected in this jar Will surrender these flames Will surrender these flames and we can.... begin this climatic spring fling and we can.... glance into this crystal ball and see what this white winter brings maybe nothing maybe everything maybe nothing maybe everything... and this jar....filled to the brim.... is getting awful slippery and my hand is shaking over this open flame crash.......... the flames disintegrate and it starts to snow Its about all my relationships in the past and how bad they were and hoping that the next one im in will be ALOT better but who knows im pretty sure it will be......hopefully. P.S. i kissed a girl with a deformed hand "scary movie 2" style one.. IM SO PROUD haha not really Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: blondy??? i think so.. it was on 2004 divas |
| Thursday, February 26th, 2004 |
| 9:56 pm |
today me and ben had fun. we decided to be eskimos, we worked for 2 hours, and we made our very first igloo....
( come inside...... ) |
| Saturday, February 21st, 2004 |
| 2:23 pm |
AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAZIIIIIIINNNNNG
"In this dream that I had.... You can't kill heroes-that's what we said to them You can't kill us With our instruments broken before us And the boys in the line they begin to count to five And the trigger pulls The bullets pepper the brick wall behind our heads and the smoke, it fills the air The captain yells to cease fire And the squad begins to wait and stare As the dust clears the air, and we're still standing With smiles on both our faces We spit their faulty ammo to the ground and remind them once again With smiles on both our faces We spit their faulty ammo to the ground and remind them once again that you can't kill heroes" **********THE SPILL CANVAS*********** |
| Wednesday, January 28th, 2004 |
| 2:28 pm |
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| Tuesday, January 27th, 2004 |
| 12:49 pm |
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| 11:24 am |
ALLS I GOTS TA SAY.......IS..............ITS ON MOTHA FUCKAS
well hey kala........i think BRANDY is going to unite once again and were gonna put you AND kelly out of business........i have ben on my team( notice how many FUGLY pictures he has of you).... and KELLY you havent got me yet but since you have joined forces with the EVIL one i might have to retaliate by looking through THE BOX in andys house and im sure there is quite a few FUGLY pictures of you..........OH AND THERES ONE MORE PERSON....AMY YOUR FUCKING GOING DOWN BITCH(i really didnt mean thta i love you) LOL..............alls i gots ta say IS ITS ON MOTHA FUCKAS BRANDY WILL DOMINATE THIS WAR LIKE WE DO EVERY WAR.........cept the time when the andy part of BRANDY got DXed in the school parking lot....they won that battle but we WILL win the WAR |
| 12:23 am |
this girl thinks im BLACK HAHAH ive known her online for like a year
well this girl imed me one day and asked me all these questions so i told her i was black and ever since she "im's" me all the time..... carameldelyte 15: heey Trey32887: lol Trey32887: hey what up carameldelyte 15: nothin carameldelyte 15: you Trey32887: nothin at all Trey32887: what u been up to in TX carameldelyte 15: chillin Trey32887: same here Trey32887: i miss it Trey32887: i hate NC Trey32887: nuttin but haters carameldelyte 15: i know that Trey32887: yeha they always hating on my game carameldelyte 15: oh, yo game Trey32887: lol Trey32887: yeha i got game carameldelyte 15: oh thats coo Trey32887: naw im jk Trey32887: i got no game carameldelyte 15: well i got game Trey32887: but everyone be trippin as soon as i hook up wit a girl carameldelyte 15: who? Trey32887: and thye just hate Trey32887: people in NC carameldelyte 15: oh, haters! Trey32887: for sure carameldelyte 15: but you like these girls right Trey32887: yeah Trey32887: i stick wit em carameldelyte 15: well then, dont worry bout them Trey32887: oh i know Trey32887: i just miss west coast Trey32887: east coast is wack carameldelyte 15: yup carameldelyte 15: i like it here in the ELP Trey32887: yeah im gonna rol down ther for spring break maybe Trey32887: if i do Trey32887: we are gonna have to chill carameldelyte 15: oh aiight carameldelyte 15: everybody be tell me that "we gone have to chill" carameldelyte 15: aint nothin interestin bout me Trey32887: well maybe not but we still have to chill nothin intrestin bout me ether carameldelyte 15: aiight coo Trey32887: well im bout to go to sleep carameldelyte 15: iight, good night carameldelyte 15: take care Trey32887: ight u 2 carameldelyte 15: keep yo game up! Trey32887: ha Trey32887: u 2 PLAYA PIMP carameldelyte 15: fa sho carameldelyte 15: buh bye p.S ive never tried to gte with any girls here yet lol and i havent met any "haters" |
| Monday, January 26th, 2004 |
| 9:45 pm |
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| Tuesday, January 20th, 2004 |
| 5:05 pm |
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| Sunday, January 18th, 2004 |
| 2:35 am |
WHATEVER
OK WHATEVER... he has told me everything to extent and ive came to the conclusion your a fucking drama queen...."aww i thought hands down was our song" what the fuck everyone plays that song when they have a good time with a girl..(and wow u went out with him for like a week and after the first day he was thinking about breaking up with you)....and plus thats pretty pshyco looking back that FAR in his lj just to notice that....... and "cough sammi cough" if you have read it IT DIDNT SAY ANYTHING BAd ABOUT YOU so thats not "fuel to the fire" but this post is and i dont give a shit cuz i love bon fires and you keep coming back with more shit to throw in the fire ill help you build this fire up.......believe me i can go forever and i KNOW you can.... <3 ren *****brandy sticks together so my nose will be there always****** right with my "precious andy" Current Mood:  amusedCurrent Music: WhATEVER BITCH- MYA |
| Wednesday, January 14th, 2004 |
| 12:57 pm |
well last night i had a lot of fun. i didnt play as well as i know i could have but oh well i still had a lot of fun. i was really scared of the mic lol every time iwould get close to it felt as if it was tooo loud so i would get scared and back up again next time im just gonna sit down till i get use to the mic. but ne ways thanks everyone for coming out it was fun and AG did great i think you guys should keep playing shows... we need to set up a show somewhere instead of going to the coffee scene. THAT PLACE WAS PISSING ME OFF I HATE THAT BITCH THAT WORKS THERE. well i also decided how much i hate drama with people(((((cough sammi cough)))) i mean its not like i did anything bad to her. i guess she just had a bad night and i joked around with her a little too much but eh oh well if she doesnt want to accept my apology then "fuck her".... not in a mean way but i just dont care anymore i tried to say sorry but oh well.. i am "sick" today actually i had a bunch of algebra homework that i didnt do lol Current Mood:  aggravated |
| Saturday, January 10th, 2004 |
| 3:54 pm |
well last night i had quite a bit of fun offroading with ben i thought i was surely going toi get stuck. we were in some THICK ass mud like all my tires were submerged underneath the mud it was crazy. we got lost in the muddy maddness and couldnt find our way out it felt like i was in a maze and i could be stoped anytime if i took the wrong turn so i made sure i didnt take the wrong turn.....lol but the first turn we did make was WRONG i was so deep in te mud i was for sure we were goners but "THE BEAST" made it through... that whole night i felt like i was in an episode of king of the hill it was great. -ren- ps ben stepped out of the truck once and the mud was so thick it sucked his shoe off HAHA hilarious and the whole time he was worried about gettin the ciggerettes of the floor Current Mood:  hungryCurrent Music: the faint - agenda suicide |
| Tuesday, January 6th, 2004 |
| 10:41 pm |
is jealouly bad?
i hate seeing couples happy and about flirting ,but im happy for them also...maybe it just somehting i want and i cant have i really just want to have someone to be with but i just cant find her i mean there are many of girls that i like but all of them are taken and thats is the PROBLEM in fayetteville.....i see a girl and say wow she looks really pretty then everyones like yeah she has a b/f it sucks im not jealous most of the time ,but in this aspect really jealous but fuck it im just gonna have fun while i can i dont need a girl its not a nesessity but its surely a want but ill be fine i have BRANDY and ill always have fun with them no matter what we do.....and i have plenty of other friends but thanks everyone p.s im gonna play on tuesday at the coffee scene BEN DONT PUSSY OUT PUSSY lol jk Current Mood: jealousCurrent Music: the spill canvas -the tide |
| Monday, January 5th, 2004 |
| 9:44 pm |
Current Mood: gangsta (not ninja) |
| Friday, January 2nd, 2004 |
| 10:04 am |
"Your eyes reflect one-thousand bleeding hearts. you ask me why i'm scared. does it seem fair?" "Maybe I'll move out west, where the tears are fresh and the eyes are cold. And in it's shelter my heart won't welter and I can be alone." -remember maine- |
| Tuesday, December 30th, 2003 |
| 4:57 pm |
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| Sunday, December 28th, 2003 |
| 12:48 am |
Forever and a day, seems longer than forever... casting calls still await, but this restless shadow, was leD out into the dark folding sky as if of a fairy tale, left alone.... 6 feet under falling stars Current Mood: cynical |
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